a peak at my brain waves

Alright, so I just spent a good 30 minutes browsing through some blog sites...some were written by people I do know from EC some by people I don't know from EC. I was actually (the only verb I can think to put here) mentally sideswiped. I think it's because I was so oblivious to other peoples' realities while I was in GA that I didn't realize how negatively powerful "the bubble" (for lack of better terms can be. Hmm...

God is so real. I've known that forever, but He has noticeably been showing up lately...and I can see Him in everything. Probably because I have read some really great books since I started at Regent, but I feel like I can see "a" big picture - the only reason I don't want to say "the" big picture is because I don't think I'm quite there, and honestly I don't know if I can ever be there. Seriously, almost every life-situation is so complex that once you peel away the layers (yes, layers like an onion), it really starts to make sense. I guess that's my philosophical paragraph for the evening. I can't help it, though...if I'm going to be making entries on here, the deep thoughts that are busy swimming around in my head are undoubtedly going to spill out onto the page.

I really should be using all this creative energy to write some papers for school, but I've been doing that for a straight year. I think I can spare some extra-curricular writings now. Alas, I'm off to finish a project and go to bed...yes, I know it's early but I have to be up at 4:15AM to be at work by 5:15 (Starbucks). There ya have it, and I don't even know if anyone will read this.